should i go zouk-ing? or should i not? now that's THE big question. what a bother. the money part is quite alright since sarah's fren can get us in for free, but the TAXI fare is like. erm. alrady told daddy i'd be at chalet for tonight. so if tmr i tell him i'm going clubbing. like whoa-ness. he'll make me come back somewhere in the morning la. and sarah says she wans to stay out til morn to catch the first bus(i so agree). MONEYYYY! haha i swear sarah will kill me if i say i dun wanna go now. BUT SERIOUSLY, clubbing would be sooo unhappening ok, what with the decency in it and all*coughs*. ok so let's evaluate the choices:
Reasons why i SHOULD go:
-i spent 25 bucks on a darn suitable dress for the occasion
-i promised sarah i would go
-it's FREE(at least the entry part)
-i haven't gone in a million years
-i would most probably regret it the next day if i didn't go
-i love it.
Reasons why i SHOULDN'T go:
-daddy(i bet he's darn worried bout me =X)
-CAB FARE
-i've run out of reasons to support my nightly activities
-i'm attached
-i'm desperately trying to be more er. wat do u call it. decent?
sooo. it's 6 yes to 5 noS. damn. BUT. to add, sarah just msged me"at least to chk e party out, TO SEE AND BE SEEN. we won't needa queue so we'll be glamorous"haha shit man this is tempting. ok so i guess i'd go. when i've told my dad abt it. HAHAHA.
THAT ASIDE. my mom was telling me bout my grandma's upcoming eye op. it costs 10k plus?? like wth. haiz. i guess i really hand it to my mom, how she works for all those money which ultimately comes back to her family. the sacrifices she made, the effort she puts in, and not forgetting the shit she gets from us. ok fine. mostly ME. it's not that i piss her off on purpose la. i really have no intention to, it's just my character. it doesn't coincide with hers. what makes things even worse, is i've nvr been close to her. never. in my whole life. ok so maybe when i was a baby til i was 4 or something, but excuse me, it's THAT many yrs ago.
to do something in return, i've decided to not think of studying overseas(: cause my bro's alrady gonna do that and the costs are alrady quite high. he's always been the smarter one so it would be the best of everyone for him to go. for me? it'll just be a waste of money and time. the only reason i would go is for the novelty of it all anyway, i would not study hard, would not get honours or anything. what i WOULD do is make use of the freedom and finance i get over there. so it's better for me to just stick to SMU, which i would say, IS NOT THAT BAD.
o ya o ya!!! my life's been quite happening recently. anndd guess what! my dad's a st james power station MEMBER. god he could've told me earlier. with his card u can go in for FREE with any liquor FREE. like ^&*(%#$. and he can bring in another person(looks at self). HA. thats it man. the NEXT time he's going, I'M TAGGING ALONG. hmpf. until today, i think my dad's still more hip than me XD hahahah even tho i'm at the go clubbing, stay out all night, stage, he seems to know quite alot of lobang. damn. I NEEDA CATCH UP. DADDY ROCKS!
ciao(:
