the most queer thing happened to me and it makes me feel like a complete fool. a month ago, i received a call in the middle of the night. that person claimed to be tataric. of course, when i asked her who she was, she said tataric's name. so i just took her word for it and gave her my time. she "confided" in me using tataric's name. what did she say? she had sex with a random stranger she picked up from e bar for the first time and was filled with guilt and what not. so fine, since "tataric"'s my fren, i shall offer her my condolences and utmost sympathy. but throughout the whole conversation, somehow i felt extremly awkward and uncomfortable. and it was not because of the explicit content, mind you. the girl's voice, the way she spoke, felt somewhat familiar and somehow i know i didn't like it one bit. and i noted how she didn't sound like tataric at all. but i just took it that tataric sounded that different late at night and on the phone. so this chapter of the incident ended just like that. i nvr brought it up as i deemed it unnecessary.
saturday night. she called again. i was 3/4 asleep so everything's a blur to me. but i clearly rmb her identifying herself as again, tataric's name. so i was just ok. and she said about guilt YET again. but i guess my weariness got across to her and she asked me to just sleep, which i gladly accepted. just half an hour ago, i talked to tataric asking about her the other night, to ask if she's alright. and i got to know the fool that i was. it was never her. it was a bogus tataric. a complete lie. our conclusion:that bitch wanted to dig out some juicy information from me about tataric that people don't alrady know. but one thing i don't get. that person clearly already knows the identity of tataric, what else is there to know? in case you forgot, tataric writes explicit details of her rendezvous on her blog which happens to be public. she hardly hides anything other than her identity.
this sucks. big time. it's highly vexatious having to know that people actually went to find out MY number just to get to tataric. you MUST be about my age. so, why can't you grow up? or just grow some GUTS and face people as you are, without a fascade to get to know what you want. or maybe i do know you. and you know im acquainted with tataric. yea. i am acquainted to her. so what? it doesn't give you any damned right to use me, more so if i actually know you. of course, i presume you wouldn't be calling me anymore. it would be palpable and i won't fall for it again.
it's shit like that that make me hate life, it probably affects tataric and not exactly me in particular, but I JUST GET ANNOYED OK. that aside, today had a grand total of 2 lessons and i ended at 5-.- had lit from 10-11am. mrs lim wasnt here today so no chem. the only lesson left was bio tutorial from 3-5pm. sucha waste of time. and i was called upon 3 times during bio tutorial. and outta 3 times, 2 i had to stand. bla. ah wells. it's ok cuz i managed to sit in the nx minute or so. haha. tomorrow's gonna be quite alright too. gp lecture's gonna be movie watching. so yay. (:
