`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, April 28, 2007
9:38 PM

i've been a bitch tdy.. ok and yesterday too.. i think its the sleep, or rather, the lack there of. i kept complaining whining and all yesterday. i havent seen sarah n tifen in ages and all i do is whine. fuck me. binggie went there wif me too n i was whining. wow. i'm such an angel. sorry): i rlli din mean to.. i have no idea wat was wrong wif me..

for today, i woke up at 8. EIGHT. on a SATURDAY MORNING. and its not like i had insomia or something. the freaking neighbour was renovating like JUST NX DOOR banging away like nobody's business. n the wall must b freaking thin cuz i hear EVERY.DAMN.THING. so went market wif daddy n all. i just woke up so was stil rather energetic. had to go to sch for carnival shit(which i later found out was NOT compulsory). tht was when i started like being an ultimate bitch. my head hurt. i was so tired. i was. moodless. moorthy was talking bout me pms-ing. o yea, i met shihui n lummy tdy. haven seen them in ages. n they were asking why i'm so different tdy, like im damn blur n damn bue song. wtf is wrong wif me. i'm like screwing all my good/best friends over. haiz i shld like just go die rite and not bother my frenz wif my moodswings. once again, I'M SORRRY SORRY SORRY!

and guess wat dear tingxi just told me. he apparently dreamt about me last night. and apparently in the dream i asked him to stop calling me cutes(he always goes "hey cutes" when he sees me") and call me pretty instead. omfg wat dumb dream is tht. and wait, theres more. in the oh so pervert tingxi's oh so perverted dream we were having some conversation on my first sex experience. WTF.

Miskobitch says:
we were talking abt sex
Miskobitch says:
O-o
Miskobitch says:
u were telling me abt ur 1st time
Miskobitch says:
which was super weird
[joanna] should know by now miracles do not exist in this world called reality. says:
-.-
[joanna] should know by now miracles do not exist in this world called reality. says:
ur dreams are so typical of u
Miskobitch says:
how typical
Miskobitch says:
no loh
Miskobitch says:
u were telling me
Miskobitch says:
how this girl smitten u
Miskobitch says:
guy i mean
Miskobitch says:
and took ur 1st time
Miskobitch says:
><
Miskobitch says:
i was scratching my head
[joanna] should know by now miracles do not exist in this world called reality. says:
-.-
[joanna] should know by now miracles do not exist in this world called reality. says:
hope tht nvr happends
[joanna] should know by now miracles do not exist in this world called reality. says:
happens*
Miskobitch says:
i know it was weirdddddddddddddddd
Miskobitch says:
weirdest cinversation ever
Miskobitch says:
so sexed up

ahhhh wat is happening in e world. i dnno wat he dreams of half of the time and i do not wanna noe. that conversation just made me extra moodless. everybody can/should just ignore me for now. rather ignore me than let me piss u off. i'll fill up activities for past week another day.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*